Surviving the Avalanche
When everything falls apart, does it instead fall together?
This past chapter of my life has been a whirlwind of emotion, change, and transformation. Over the past few weeks, as I find myself finally settling into a semi-permanent home for the first time in my life, it seems like myself (and so many others) are purging an entire identity that no longer serves us.
I spoke to a woman today who confirmed my intuitive feeling that there was an energetic shift going on within our world. Many of my close friends have gone through a recent period of extreme emotional experiences and intense self reflection. Myself included. I feel as though I have undergone some type of identity crisis, only to realize there is no crisis - it is simply time to fully step into myself, instead of clinging on to this false version I kept taped on out of necessity and survival.
Leading up to this new year, I find a spark within myself that I feared I lost a long time ago. A spark that says that anything is possible, that your dreams can and will come true. Often times, the unpredictably of life and the postponement of our wishes can slowly begin to dull our spirit. I know my spirit suffered greatly these past few months. I feel as though I have hibernated these last few weeks - I think I was asleep more than I was awake and I've cried more tears than I ever have before - but today, for the first time in a while, I woke up with a bit of magic in my heart.
The past is truly the past. The longer we dwell there, the longer we delay our future from coming into fruition. In order to step into the new, we must step out of the old. It may seem daunting at first, stepping into a life of prosperity, abundance, and joy, after a life of trial and tribulation, but trust that life is meant to be enjoyed, and you deserve the utmost of happinesses.
It was never a no, it was simply a not yet. The time is now. Step forward into a new year with grace, with a gleam in your eyes for all of the new possibilities that lay ahead of you. Accept this abundance with gratitude and recognize that you deserve all of the riches sent your way.
A new chapter is upon us. It is time to begin again.